Showing posts with label yoga - sharath. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yoga - sharath. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Different Perspectives on Sunday Conference 23 Jan

Better late than never. An amalgamation of Sunday Conference reports taken from a bunch of different sources. And.. My second post in one day!

I always find it fascinating how different people take away such different things in every single Conference we have. I suppose there are so many different aspects talked about every week, and different things resonate with different people.

Here are some I've come across. Please feel free to add more links to other blogs I may have missed out!

1. From David Garrigues

Sharath's Conference January 23, 2011 from David Garrigues on Vimeo.


2. From Claudia


3. From The Unruly Ascetic


4. From Kino Macgregor (also on Elephant Journal)


5. From Jill Manning (my breakfast buddy in the mornings!) ...And what she says is true. Practically everyone I've spoken to had a flying practice on Monday. Me included.


Do you know of other links? Post them in the comments below!

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Friday, January 21, 2011

Drop It! (like it's hawwwwt)

Sharath makes me drop to my knees. HAHAHAHA! That just sounds so wrong.

But it's happened TWICE now. Actually, three times. Basically, after 3 weeks of being here, I've figured that my practice for this trip is completely about my backbends. Yup, I practice the full Primary series for up to about an hour in order to get to the fucking blasted asana known as Urdvha Dhanurasana.

It's not just about the backbend. I'm talking about standing up from a backbend from the floor. My focus in all of this week's self-practice has been to stand up from the last Urdvha Dhanurasana from the floor again. Because I'd been so out of practice before arriving in Mysore, I'd initially just been doing a regular set of 3 backbends before going into dropbacks. 3 weeks ago, that was enough to completely wipe me out. It felt pretty much like starting from scratch again!

3 weeks later, it feels like more strength and opening is taking place in the spine somewhere. And only in the last week have I felt ready to push myself a little bit more. So I've been doing 1 set of 3 UD's, coming down and resting for a bit, then going up to another set of 2 or 3 more UD's, walking my hands in closer every time, before attempting to stand back up from it once I feel like the back is open enough. It's starting to feel like I'm creating a bit of space between each vertabra (or at least this is what I'm telling myself to imagine as I'm in the backbend). Since the start of this week, I've been trying to haul myself up to standing after the last backbend.

Maybe this is the problem. "Do or don't Do. There is no TRY."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry for quoting Star Wars. But I should just get out of my head and DO it. Not TRY. Everyone I've spoken to about my issue is perplexed since I can dropback and stand back up from it, so what's the problem with doing it from the floor? (Yes, here in Mysore, there is lots of time for deconstructing-asana talk). They think it's all in my head. But I think my back just isn't warmed up or open enough to do it from the floor just like that. I'm pretty sure that if I'd also done all the 2nd series backbends before getting to Urdvha Dhanurasana, I wouldn't be having this problem.

Anyways, when I attempted this initially, my body had ZERO recollection of having ever done this before. This was a little scary and disconcerting. But by yesterday's practice, I was hauling myself up onto my knees. OK, still not fully standing yet, but at least it's a start. I just need to ground my legs completely. And get my hands even closer to my feet coz my centre of gravity's just too far away at the moment.

ANYWAYS... Sorry to get all boringly mechanical about my backbend process. So then I get to dropbacks. I've been doing OK with them, dropping back and standing back up again.

Except... some time at the start of this week, Sharath decides to walk right up to my mat for assisted dropbacks (or Tiryang Mukha Uttanasana as I'm told it should be called, not Chakrabandasana) just as I'm about to do my last dropback. I told him "One more". He says "OK". And now I'm all nervous and sweaty that he's stood RIGHT THERE. I dropback OK, but when I'm coming back up again, I fall right to my knees (!!!!!! ?!?!?????) and he shakes his head and goes "Oh no no no..."

Sad panda.

I told him "Scared of YOU!" ...and he laughs.

Guess what happened yesterday? ...The same EXACT thing happened. He came close by on the last dropback, and again he made me so nervous, I collapsed in a heap at the top of my mat when standing back up again. This time, I laughed out loud and so did he. WTF is my problem?! I was so annoyed I wanted to do it one more time, but again I was afraid to open my mouth to say it.

I'm not sure if I'm imagining this or if he's catching onto my fear of him. In the last led class, he was right by my mat for Ubhaya Padangusthasana. So we're all in Halasana, catching our toes and about to roll up to it, and he says something like "Catch your toes. Straight legs up." ...All I hear is "Straight legs up" and what do I proceed to do?


Because he's standing right in front of my mat as I'm rolling up, I completely freak out, bend my knees and crash to the floor. He lets out a grunt of disapproval. A GRUNT!!!

ARGHHHHHHHH!!! (I don't usually have a problem with this pose, which made it even doubly sucky for me). UGHHHHH.

In this morning's led class, Sharath just so happened to be in front of my mat AGAIN when we got to Ubhaya Padangusthasana. Hmmmm... Fancy that. Good thing I didn't notice it until I was already rolling up and looking up to the ceiling, so I didn't flake out and drop it yet again. P.H.E.W.! (But he did try to make me get my feet closer together when I was already up in Setu Bandhasana and I almost tipped over to the side, causing more laughs!)

I'm not sure where I was going with this post again. I was gonna finally write that post on COWS (with lots more pictures), but look what happened. I guess I just had to get that boring practice observation off my chest. JUST DO IT ALREADY, DAMMIT!! STAND UP FROM THE FLOOR!!!

I'll leave you now with something a little less depressing than my frustrating state of backbends... FOOOOOOOOOD SHOTS!!

Here's something "new" I've discovered at Nalpak. It's called "Shavige Bath", but pronounced "Shao Gay Bhat". It's rice vermicelli noodles fried with lentils, green chilli and curry leaves and they only serve it for breakfast on some days. It's kinda sorta similar (not really) to a "fried bee hoon" dish we have in Singapore. It came with a Raita of some sort but I swopped it for coconut chutney instead. Yum!


This morning, I went there looking for the same thing, but it was a different special that was on. Something called "Bisibele Bath" (the dude pronounced it so quickly with his heavy accent I had no idea what he was saying and had to look it up on the menu. Like "shao gay bhat", it's pronounced nothing like how it is written). This is the weirdest thing to have for breakfast. It's almost like baby food... a savoury rice porridge with er... I think it's tumeric and tomato and it's also spicy and looks like vomit. I don't think I'll be ordering this again any time soon. Those crunchy bits to sprinkle on top were delicious though.


Yesterday, we went to RRR for yet more Thali. At this place, they lay out banana leaves as your plates and come round and scoop up whatever dishes they've got onto your leaf-plate. You can keep asking them for more. They kept bringing more even though we didn't ask for anymore. We were rolling ourselves home by the end of lunch.



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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Food, Glorious Food!

I know I've written a lot and posted too many food shots. But I'm from Singapore and we're GLUTTONS. So here's a post about MORE FOOD!

The last few days have been about food and eating and food and more food. And my body is just CRAVING food too. Since the late part of the second week here, I think my metabolism has just kicked into overdrive. I blame the yoga practice. And my gluttony.

On Monday this week, we took Swamiji from the cave out to lunch. We got our rickshaw driver to pick him up from his cave and bring him to a local joint that he (Swamiji) wanted to eat at.

We let him do the ordering since none of us knew what a real-life Swami eats. Right? ...Turns out he doesn't do spicy food (SHOCK! HORROR!) and keeps to quite a simple order of Chepatis with Palak Paneer, Dahl and er... I dunno what the other curry is. I guess he follows a Sattvic diet...




He also ordered all of us lime sodas. :D

He regaled us with tales of the first lesson his guru taught him: Patience. "Tolerance is a very difficult thing."

I think the local clientele at this restaurant was very amused at this scene. A table full of foreign women and a Swami in his orange clothes. I mean, really, it could have quite easily been misconstrued as something out of the movie, "The Guru" or something. No, we are not part of some weird sex cult! HAHAHA!



Then on Tuesday, all the yogis were headed out to "Lunch with Sharath!" Highway 18 is definitely a restaurant I'd go back to again. SUPER DELICIOUS GRUB! I shared a rickshaw with Claudia, my housemate and another friend (yes, 4 of us squeezed into the back), while Owl followed us on her scooter. That's Owl on right of frame, while Claudia's head is on the left. I'm taking this shot from inside the rickshaw!!



Thank goodness we got there "early"-ish. Don't forget we're talking about 200+ yogis, ASHTANGIS at that (who are used to getting up early, getting in line to wait for their turn in the morning up to half an hour earlier than their alloted practice time...)




(L to R: Claudia, Owl, me. Claudia has more shots on her post in the link to her blog!)

My South Indian Thali:


The North Indian Thali:





Tables inside AND outside were FILLED with KPJAYI students! Here's a funny shot of another large party of people waiting for our tables. Like hungry vultures circling!


I have NO IDEA where Sharath was in this chaos! I caught a glimpse of him and his family arriving, but then once the food started arriving, I was just interested in chowing down. (This is after having had TWO breakfasts that same morning already... See what I mean by my gluttonous behaviour?!) It was just fun to see everyone in a completely different context... All scrubbed up, out of practice clothes and everyone was looking fit, healthy, glowing and happy. (Must be because of the food too!) Sharath usually does this whenever he's away on tour - have a meal with his students - so it's great that he thought to do this "in my own home country" as he explained it at conference on Sunday. :)

Rickshaw ride back to Gokulam:


I had pretty much vowed NOT to have dinner that same evening... I mean c'mon, I had TWO breakfasts, a HUGE lunch... And how could I have had room for dinner?! ...But when my housemate asked me out later, I couldn't refuse. HAHAHA!

We both didn't feel like Indian food anymore, so she ordered an "American Chop Suey with vegetables". Honest to God, this is what it was titled in the menu. This is Alice with her meal. An Indian interpretation of an American interpretation of a Chinese dish. Of course this re-re-remix would turn out to be something pretty... erm... suspect. This is probably the worst meal I've come across since being here:



The noodles were crispy, like deep-fried crispy potato chips, which wasn't bad at all. Except, they poured this gooey, gelatinous red sauce over it which kinda sorta tasted like tomato ketchup. Kinda sorta. After 2 bites, Alice decided to just order another portion of Ghee-Rice instead. (On a separate note, I predict Alice will one day be a rockstar teacher and I get to say "We lived together on both our first trips to Mysore!" ...she's the one who got Pasasana in her 2nd week of her first-ever trip to Mysore. And... she's also an awesome person. HA!)

I ordered... erm... Chow Mein. It was delicious. Thank you, MSG! (I got gelatinous chilli sauce on the side, that green gooey glob).


I'm now gonna expose my gluttonous ways EVEN MORE now by showing you what I had for breakfast the day after. I actually woke up HUNGRY again today (I'm still in disbelief at how much I've been putting away since being here...) A bunch of us went to a restaurant in Saraswatipuram and ordered a whole bunch of different things to share.




I'm gonna be very afraid to take my lard-ass back to Amsterdam... Hope you're having a good Full Moon Day!

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Monday, January 10, 2011

Dropbacks, Recycled Coconuts, Sanskrit & Dusk

Week 2 in Mysore is in full swing. The shala's definitely more crowded this week than it was after the moon day last week. Usually when I'm done with my practice, most of Saraswati's students are practising and the room is half-full. Today, as I was leaving, the whole room was still jam-packed with students.

The led class yesterday felt better for me physically - I can already start to feel my body getting stronger and more bendy. Not quite the fittest I've been (yet), but things are starting to click again in the body.

After a massage yesterday ("Swedish massage" in an Indian spa. Um... Not sure I would recommend this as a relaxing experience. If you're super grossed out by hygiene standards, then probably not. But look, I'm anal about hygiene... Over here, you kinda relax the standards a little bit), I think coz my shoulder knots got a good rub yesterday, I slept like a baby and had a really nice practice today: focussed, aware and involved.

Sharath adjusted me in Supta Kurmasana, and then again at dropbacks. He came round after my third backbend (I vaguely toyed with the idea of attempting to stand up from the third backbend, but then thought "It's Monday. It's a 6-day practice this week... Nahhhhhhhhh! Take it easier today." Heh.)

So he stood close and I said "Can I try on my own first", and he replied "OK". I momentarily thought "Dammit. No faffing. No hangbacks...?" (I'm not sure, are you allowed to hangback halfway if there's a teacher watching over you or is that not good practice etiquette? Just seems rude to be sucking so much time of the teacher's time by not going straight into a dropback. Y'know...?)

So I got halfway in a hangback and my back felt more open today, and I dropped back with no fuss. As I was standing back up again, I got nervous and didn't use the breath AND came up first with my head. TWO BIG NO-NOS! So of course I danced around a little bit as I stood up and Sharath laughed.

The second one I did, I didn't realize how close he was standing in front of me and as I hauled myself up, I almost crashed straight into him and had to grab him to brake. As I danced around at the top of my mat AGAIN, he said "No running!"

HAHAHA! I really like his sense of humour. :)

By the third one, I think he got bored I was taking so long so he adjusted my neighbour in Supta Kurmasana, and I think I did a so-so attempt at standing back up again. I dunno - this standing up from backbends has been flaky in the past week. I get all anxious and forget to use my inhale, use the legs and leave the head behind as the last thing that comes back up again. So I'm a bit wobbly as I come up.

Ah well... Practice and all is coming.

Today's coconut count: 5. (I think this is my daily record so far.)
I'll write about the legendary coconut stand another time, but guess what happens to all those coconut husks when the yogis have had their fill? ...The goats come in and clean up after us! Recycling in action, fer shizzle!



Another shot of yesterday's Sanskrit homework for Evelyn. I'm learning how to put vowels to consonants now. Today, we learned how to put this all together in an actual word. Wait till you see the homework for THAT! It's gonna be squiggles galore!


And I've saved the best shot for last. My favourite time of day here is dusk. Not because that's when the mozzies come out to play, but coz the light here at dusk glows this really pretty rose/ orange/ pink tint. Everything is bathed in this rose-tinted colour, it's so magically beautiful. I was in Goa about 7 years ago now, and this was the same exact kind of light you get there at dusk too.


Have a Happy 6-day practice this week! :)

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Friday, January 7, 2011

"Yoga should be 24-into-7"

Quote from my Hatha Yoga Pradipika teacher today on verse 14 (who also teaches the Chanting and Sanskrit classes).

Thoughts on today's 24-into-7 of yoga:

*LED PRIMARY
1. Was expecting SUPER S.L.O.W. counts from Sharath, coz that's how I remember the 2 weeks of led Primary in his Sydney workshop were like. His count seemed manageable today. So either he wasn't counting as slowly today or I've slowed my breath down since his Sydney workshop. Maybe both. But of course his count was still torturous in Navasana and Uthpluthi. And dear old Sirsasana (I lasted till his 6th count which is further than I got in Sydney, but still - 6 of his counts equals 20 of my counts). !!!!!

2. On a purely physical level, doing today's led Primary with him was a good gauge from where I left off the last led Primary with him in Sydney. Seems ridiculous since that was pretty much a year and 2 months ago. But seriously - a led class with him with proper counts and group energy is like no other, and those 2 weeks with him left a lasting impression on the way I practiced since. Respect; He has Kungfu (If you have a chance to do any of his US workshops this year in Encinitas or New York: DO IT.) And of course, while I may be going deeper in some poses now than a year ago, my stamina has completely gone down the toilet. Towards the end, I was huffing and puffing to keep up. My simple aim is to get my stamina to get through the Primary series back on form again. A month of almost daily practice should help this.

3. On a mental level, today's practice was the most focused and clear I've been all week. Something about physically listening to the counts and poses as they're called out helps bring the mind to one point. Also, there was waaaaaaaay less faffing today. You just do it. Get into the pose, hold it, vinyasa-out, then you're onto the next. So simple. As it should be, really. I found I didn't perspire as much, or rather, my dripping sweat (and believe you me, I POUR SWEAT when I practice) didn't seem to bother me today as much as it does in self-practice (no brow-mopping with towel). There was some nose-blowing, but MUCH LESS than usual. And HEY PRESTO! That all led to a much quieter, focused practice. Who'd have thunk.

4. The Police Commissioner (I think that's him?) is a special student in the shala. He's a portly, middle-aged, graying dude in glasses who usually wanders in around 6.30am and has TWO mat spaces up front reserved for him. While the rest of us have to queue and wait for our turn, he just waltzes through the doors and plonks his mat down on his TWO reserved mat spaces when he arrives. He usually just comes in and gets on with his practice, but today, he arrived after Sharath had begun the led class, and I almost burst out laughing when the dude was just carrying on and doing his own thing! He was doing self-practice in the middle of the led class! R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Student with special privileges. Hats off to him though, he has been there everyday since I've been there, so he is definitely a dedicated student. :)

*CHANTING, SANSKRIT & HYP CLASS
1. Loving the chanting class. Shantimantra, Gurustotram, and another one we start with before every class, I dunno what it's officially called but starts with "vakratunda mahakaya". NOTHING RELIGIOUS OR FUNDAMENTALIST ABOUT THESE CHANTS! Traditionally, a student has to be studying for a SUPER LONG TIME before the teacher will consider teaching any "higher level" chants to them. So all of these beginner level chants are pretty much about positivity, peace and light. World peace, I say!

We are also chanting out all the asanas in the Primary series, and chanting out the Sanskrit numbers from 1 to 30. Because these are the only Sanskrit words/ chants I'm familiar with, and we chant them out in that monotone-Indian-chant-way (I dunno how else to describe this!)... Because of the familiarity with these words, I feel almost lulled into a meditative zone with these chants. I leave the class feeling blissed out and relaxed.

2. Sanskrit is interesting. It's kinda hieroglyphic-y like Mandarin Chinese is, and it's kinda interesting seeing how the words are built up from the different parts. Similar to written Chinese in that sense, but that's about it. Practising writing Sanskrit is pretty much just getting used to what the squiggles look like at this point. I'm copying the Sanskrit alphabet blindly and have ZERO desire to have mastered anything after this beyond becoming familiar with the different sounds, and recognizing how the English phonetics should be pronounced, what with all the squiggly bits, slashes and dots around the alphabets (coz the English phonetics in Sanskrit works like the English Pinyin for those who understand Mandarin).

For Evelyn:



3. We are chanting out the verses of the Gita in Sanskrit, and also the Hatha Yoga Pradipika in Sanskrit. As you can imagine, that's A LOT of Sanskrit chanting in one day! The only explanation given is for the Pradipika. We go a few verses at a time. There is no higher level philosophical discussion beyond this. It's almost like a traditional "Teacher says so, you just absorb" way of teaching. Maybe this is cultural? After all, Krishnamacharya had to be with his teacher, Rama Mohan Bramachari, for a LONG TIME before Rama Mohan began to teach him anything at all. AG Mohan alluded to this at last Sunday's conference. That there are "different levels" of teaching, for different levels of students (depending how serious you are as a student and more importantly, HOW LONG you have shown dedication to the subject).

I find it interesting that our teacher today made a point of saying "You all are my friends, not my students." FRIENDS?! I wondered if it's coz we're deemed "not worthy" of being his students. I mean, how many of us are just passing through for a month or a few months at a time as opposed to having studied seriously for a long time, right? ...And in any case, who determines how "serious" a student is, anyways?!

...But I had another interesting point-of-view from someone else who explained that this teacher is super humble and doesn't deem himself worthy of being called a teacher, which is why he doesn't have "students", just "friends". WOW. That's fresh! Taking into account the whole cultural-lost-in-translation thing makes me wonder if I'll ever "get" this whole yoga thing. I am loving being at the source, but I also wonder how much more I'm really missing out on coz of cultural innuendos just like that. I mean... How much is already lost through the language itself? Some things just can't quite be translated. I am finding myself asking more questions than there are answers for.

But... Maybe asking and figuring out these questions is part of the whole point, too?

*FOOD
I'm expanding my repertoire of Indian food beyond Masala Dosas and Thalis. I'm just being gung-ho now and trying whatever I point to on the menu. It's all vegetarian anyways, and when am I ever gonna have that kind of luxury anywhere else? A whole menu of things I can eat, not just 1 or 2 options?! HELL YEAH!

So glad I'm doing this coz LOOK AT THIS FOOD! Akki Roti for dinner last night. A thick pancake with onions, chives, sesame seeds, green chilli, what looks like dill but doesn't taste like dill... and a chutney dip that's like a mix of coconut chutney and sambar.


Breakfast this morning, Rava Dosa. A much thinner dosa, with onion, chives and dried coconut in it. Super thin and crispy. With coconut chutney and I have no clue what that dip is in the left but it was EFFING DEELISH.


Lunch today with the most-est, loveliest (0v0) and friends at another special home-cooked meal place. Like seriously - we went to a local lady's house and she cooked us a home-cooked meal. It was probably 4 times the price of a regular restaurant meal (but still, like what... €2.50?), but oh-so-delicious. We sat on the floor of her living room and ate with our hands. There were a few other groups there too. Super awesome experience and with great company too! (No pictures of people to protect their privacy! It's just all food here!)


And to end off with dinner tonight, my landlord brought me up a dish he experimented with tonight - a dahl dish that he created from scratch, with some chepatis. This was probably hands down THE BEST MEAL I have had since being here. I think it's coz he actually cooked this for his family and you could taste the special ingredient in there: Love. That's terribly cheezy, but that must be it. I just feel special enough to have been given a taste of it. :)


I think I've had a pretty damn good 24-into-7 day of yoga today. :)

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